Thursday, June 18, 2020

Tales of Betrayal

DISCLAIMER: So, this is going to be a very long and very personal confessional for me...just warning you now.
This will have upsetting material (anxiety, depression, thoughts/attempts of suicide, alcohol abuse, etc) so if any of that triggers you, then this is one post to skip. 

For those of you staying, welcome to my therapy session! I'm quite open about my experiences and wear my truth out in the open so people I know will already have heard some of these stories, but I don't think I've ever taken the time to write them down. Even though I've gone over these incidents with various people close to me, as well as a therapist, it still feels cathartic to write it all down and have an account of it. 

This is the Saga of why I can't make friends. 
This is the reason I stay guarded and wary of people. 
This is the account of 2 major moments in my life when my 'best friend' stabbed me in the back.